[Born To Fly But I fall Without My Love`]

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

Bring me to a no love songs world,
I pray,
Let me forget what is love,
painful and lonely.

Give me a strongly beer,
I ask,
Make me forever drunk,
Forget you forever and ever.

Leave me alone in the empty street,
I wanted,
Left me there with the light,
Know the meaning of lonely.

Phew... I manage to understand some japan laugange I learned from the new work place.. First day working was not bad.. The staff there were very friendly. I was station at rice and noodle. Cooking japanese rice and noodle like soba. Wudo...etc.. Fun. Is like a new start out... A fresh start out for me... PASSION IN ME!

But is spilt shift.. 1030 to 1430 then 1730 ts 2230. In the rest time . Maybe I should spend time study...

Last sat.
Celebrate li fang bd..
Yeah. Welcome to the 23 years group.
At cinelesurie k box..
Got shan xiong, ge xiong ,wee hiong, jeffrey , lionel, bao xin,si mei pammie, li fang and her bf ah feng.
And one surprise friend. Jian yu.. Who suppose to be in brunei.. Ya really.. We can't spell fu*k without you.. Haha.. Anyway.. Really surprise you came.. Miss you.. .was fun all the way. Watch blood diamond at midnight meeting beiwen.. Nice show. Girls should watch it.. Dun ask why.. You all should knew it after you watched.

Sunday.. Meet lip sin, wee yong, jeffrey , xing rong and his wife. Suppose to rollerblade in east coast..but is raining ... So end up at queenway shopping. Everyone trying to get what they wan.. And I got a new shoe.. Very nice... Cost $53. Levis shoe.. Yeah happy!. Went buy risk(boardgame). Play at xin rong house till wee yong need to book in... Fun..

carving itself again at 3:01 AM

Saturday, January 06, 2007

Loving, loving, loving

Hoooo......
I hate my bro...

This afternoon I went to posb atm to desposit money. My mind told me I have 550... Then place my money on the machine.... It show me only 450... I was shocked.. Where is my another 100?... ....

My suspect is stolen.. Or possible posb taken my money
I think should be my bro taken my money... He now jobless.. Should be no money.. And sneak to my room and search my wallet for my money.. Very sad why I have such bro.. This is not the first time.. Somehow my money kept losing at home... I just have not caught him in red handed..
Now I am in need of money..and he took my money.. Fu*k...

Life so unexpected ...
Somehow I been worried my future..
How am I going survive ... How much I going make to support my family.. Would I get a good wife? Could I save enough money for my children's studies.. I wan my children have good education.. How many children should I have? One child need hundred k to send him or her to university ... 2 means 2 hundred k.. How to save? And when to save enough for retirement ?

So many future Q.... I actually those walk one day see one day kind of person..
But no choice.. I should plan my future... But how.... Haha...
What can I say..
Life is unexpected .....

Watch this DVD show called Actually love.. I brought this DVD few years ago.. But never watch this movie... Very nice movie... Should watch before christmas ... Make people ln love...

I'm loving, loving with you,
Just like you tiao,
In love with dou jiang
Like romeo and juliet,
Love making them silly but honour.
Can't you feel it.

I'm waiting, waiting for you,
Just like the dessert,
Waiting for the rain.
Like the flower seed,
Waiting for spring.
Can't you hear it.

I'm missing, missing you,
Just like the sun,
Hoping to see the moon everyday.
Like the trees,
Can't bear to drop their leaves.
Can't you see it.

I loving, loving you....

carving itself again at 7:54 PM

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

First blog of 2007

2007 lo.. And I am going to be
23. Years passed... So fast and so quick.. Before I could realize. My new year bring me another challenge .. Learning jap cusine.. And studies. I have handle it.....

Set some goals.... 2007 goals

1) earn 2k a month..(so far can get 1.6k)

2) My exam results for the rest of the term get grade B and above

3)Go diving....(since 2005)

4)get class 2, 4 & 5 driving license

5)hope to kiss someone!

6)Take part in the star chef..by sam leong

7)have 10k in my account( impossible )

8)be someone.

On 30\12\06, after work. Went home rest. And going out for dinner with Xing rong and his wife at choa chu kang. Later go fetch lip sin. Boon keong on duty.. We yong at jb. Jeff working. ..we stay at xing rong for a while.. Suddenly ... His wife brought out a cake with candles of happy birthday . I was so... Hmm... Shock.... and Thanks .... I still remember not every birthday I will have birthday cake.... Really thanks to my friends....

After cutting cake and each of us have a piece.. We went out and meet we yong for a few pool games.then we meet keo boon at a no one rail station to talk cork and watch the star....till we are tired .
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On 31/12/06, afternoon.lip sin , boon keong. Help xin rong go collect waste paper.. Then work straight.

Is countdown day.... But have to work till 11 plus.. Sian. Going out xing rong they all...

And 5,4,3,2,1.... Bom. Bom. Bom......
Happy new year!
Every car using horn...
I was at ECP near the marina... Road were jam.. Everyone stop at express way just to look fireworks.... Was my first time looking fire work at the road with my bike and my friends in the car..... Happy!

On 1/1/07..
After work, went home rest, meet friends to celebrate shan xiong birthday at buay key, a pub name rab pub... A relaxing pub.. Open 2 chivas... Drink like hell.. The pub owner give our birthday boy a special drink called .... Poison , mix more than ten spirits... One drink make him vomit the whole night.... Anyway.. Is was fun.. Happy birthday 23 . Bro! May your wish come true.

On 2/1/07,
Our 10th years anniversary friendship... We went to zoo.... To have a school outing like we use to have.... After went ktv session with bao xing, jeffrey and ge xiong .. And I was surprise...a cake with 2 big candles and 3 small ones came in and happy birthday song.. I really dun expected ...cos I thought my bd celebration is over.. Anyway really thanks... Thank you friends..
Happy 10th years friendship . Hope our friendship never dies...

carving itself again at 2:57 AM