[Born To Fly But I fall Without My Love`]

Monday, July 25, 2005

Happy Birthday....

To Li Er,
Happy Bithday to you. Sorry, can`t pass you the present in time. hope you dun mind. I can`t meet you too, been busy with work. haha, anyway hope u like wat i gave you,
1) Cookies!!! specially bake by a pig... Fresh but dun know nice anot..
2) Prefume, Very sweet prefume, Not that u smell bad.. Just make u even sweetter.
3) Cute Monkey name Xiao Kong, A monkey related to you!! haha, when u are sad, just hold tight him, he will make you feel happy, So let the unhappniess come.. you have xiao kong.
4)A BIG bag of bananas. i think i own you that, always said i will give you bananas.
5)Dried flowers, some are from New Zealand lo.. some are from stores.

Thats all, hope u will like it...

So next week is study week, and exam is coming, all the best,

May all your wishes come true.

Anyway just to tell you something.

i dun know you read these anot,

Pig likes monkey.

carving itself again at 9:22 AM

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

Weakness within Me...

I feel weak...
My heart are so weak,
My brain can`t think anymore...

I actually a very weak guy,
Just look strong on the outside,
I can`t really handle my problems,
When something crop up,
I feel very weak,

I am weak to resisent anyone,
Even throught i have my point,
I never bring up,
Feel so sad....

In relationship, I have so much failure in love,
Cos i am weak,
Never ever presisent on it,
Easily give up when even there is no answer,
I am a failure...
I am weak...
I am sad...
Where is my angel???

Haiz~~~~ so sad.. so many unhappy things happen to me this month,
1) have an accident, quite serious, i should have die... need to pay $1200.
2)Because of the accident, i need to pay pretol for the car which my company need to use..($630)
3)My bike have been tow away. cos my fault, never pay the installment($470)
4)Worse of all, my bro use my name for internet and his phone, i got a big bill($1100)
5) say by my boss, compare me with another guy, feel so useless. and can to sack me.

i serious in debt.. very demortal in work... i weak...
But some how. my sale manager and some col willing to share my 2) pretol money.
Anyway thanks for some friends who willing to help,
Somehow i will settle my own,

Haiz~~~ working at andy and bill really very insecure, very demortal, no feeling to work at there.. i admint that i not very good, but you can`t compacy me like that... i have my own goods... haiz~~~ friends got any good job, recommand me... haha

Went to taka last time i work there.. is reopening... somehow i dun have the feeling to work there agian... dun know why... pay too low?? die... really hard for pple from so high to this low... how... i lost ..

Weakness within me, i feel weak even the smallest happen...

carving itself again at 4:41 AM

Saturday, July 16, 2005

HMm.. Long time never update my blog liao... haiz~~ been busy and tired, everytime reach home around 12+... my mum going to grinch on me...

At company,
Been happening a lot of things there... one of the worker have been fired. he actually a nice person... but temper too hot, go and confront the boss... haiz~~~ dun know wat he doing, maybe he feeling too very good... hope boss could forgive him... let him join back our force...

To one of my buddy,
Hey. dun said you have ten bad point... cos
1) fat but friendly wat.. who care...
2)Ugly but you are nice person...
3)Stupid(not really wat) but you are very knowleagde guy.. know alot of things
4)Lazy but at the right time, you still help.. and do your best..
5)Likes to lies but you are just making jokes...
6)Sweat alot & haf odor smell but you lose weight.. sweat more..
7)eat too much is a good thing.. sometime can help a girl finish her food
8)Childish( not really) guy always have a mature side, just girl not see it..
9)Stalker/ guys is like tat one.. but you never fool around.. no gf wat..
10)No manner.. got meh.. u see my mum, u also call her anutie wat...

Love,
Haiz~~~ she seem cold towards me... very hard to ask her out.... haiz~~~~

carving itself again at 10:21 AM