[Born To Fly But I fall Without My Love`]

Friday, February 10, 2006

i am now jobless and i lost!

Work till this Sunday.. and i jobless.... bacause, i resign. why? pay too low, nothing much to learn, must get out of there... suppose tell boss i work till this end of month.. but he said help him work tii sunday.. save his cost.. haiz~~~ then can have holidays?? No way.. work at taka as pasta cook first.. part time.. althought they did offer me to work full time for 1.4k. but i dun know why i dun wan.. maybe last time used to work there before.. not really interested.. and cooking is dead one.. same thing only.. pasta. and PASTA!!! but u can learn manage the kit..

Now jobless... Future is so dark, so many paths. Guys` future and career are very important lo.. if not.. girls mainly look at a guys` career. so must work hard. i dun mind hardship. but wat will becoming of me.. must earn how much.. to pay bill, marriage, kids, kids school fee, support my mum.... many many things.. u think 2k enough?? no way.. wait wan to buy car la, buy flats, so many things.. to support a family.. i think at least 4 to 5 k.. could i? in the future should i need my wife to work?? would she wan? haiz~~ now girls who wan to suffer with you.. all wan to be tai tai one.. haiz~~

Becoming an adult.. life is diff.. no more support from parent.. now my spec spoil.. cannot like last time, mum spec spoil, need to do.. NOW!! have see whether got buget to buy this buy that anot..

My pay is very low. Is not a bad thing anyway, this few month i work 2 jobs. i earn around 1.1k
Imagine 2 job only 1.2k... Now, where got singaporean wan to work.. but to me.. Yes,, is low. but can learn! and u know to spend well!! cos all hardship money, i earn 3k a month before.. but till now i never save that money.. but now.. i still manange to save around $400-$500 , and give household money. i realise save money is important.. for studies in the future... haiz~~~~

I lost.... anyone got job intro?

carving itself again at 3:18 AM

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

Shit luck today.
fail my Tp... 32 points... cause of S course.. wobble in the S course. should be gear 2 to went.. i can`t engage to gear 2.. haiz~~~ need to spend money again.. around$70 to retake... fuck la. testers close one eye la.. anyway i got class 2b liao.. fuck up.. haiz~~~~~~ nvm.. take again
Next Tp 7/3/06.. must pass!!

Tml Off!! going out with Ah Yi(last time like LF one) he going to find a job at sg.. so i will help him to find his new work place. then afternoon maybe going swimming again or glym with gei xiong. then watch movie.. i not stupid too.. with lf, bx, jy, jeff, sx and gx..

This world is a training ground for you..
Will you be train?
Will you learn?
i will!!

carving itself again at 7:33 AM

Friday, February 03, 2006

Would you?

Would you walk my path, when i just beside you?
Would you cross the road, when i hold your hand?
Would you dance, if i ask you to dance?
Would you laugh, when i telling jokes?
Would you cry, if you saw me cry?
Would you be trembling, when i touch your lips?
Would you be touch, when i give you my heart?
Would you love me, if i say i love you?

Would you be the one?

carving itself again at 7:30 AM

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

New Year Again!!

Happy New Year!!! today is 4th of chinese new year. been going and going out almost these few days execpt today. Nice feeling going to a lot alot of friends house and relative house too. a warming feeling!!! New year Great!!

New year Big day.
0000hrs at china town... COUNT DOWN AT MRT>>> with Jian Yu, Bao Xin and her friends.
Walk till 2plus went for supper. then home... at home watch ten brother(drama) Nice drama manage to complete it.Sleep till afternoon. have lunch with family and went back to sleep again till 7pm, then one of my cousin called and ask to join my father`s side relative.. in last min. i never thought of going there to pian nian.. hmm.. anyway really miss them. all my cousins.... play when we are really young. and i don`t really see them a lot..... then meet sec friends at jurong.. suppose to go river hao bao.. but i suggest straight go bao`s house.. cos got more time to gambling or chit chat.. they agree.... went her house play majong. WIN+ $9 then play blackjack. till 6 plus.. tired. with jian yu and me banker.. make a big kill. WIN + $120++ Yeah!! Then home to sleep in the morning!!

New year second big day
Wake up in the afternoon.. my mum went out to her friends. ask me to eat myself.. went to eat steam boat myself. lip sin wan me to go his house to see lion dance... went there with xin rong with his gf.. meet jeff and wee yong there too... see the 15min lion dance.. at his house eat steam boat again.then went to wee yong house to play cards WIN+ $10 until till 7pm. i wam . xin rong sent me to my cousin house. stay till 9plus WIN again. $12. then watch movie at jP.. memoir of geshi.. NICE!!! Sleep at 3plus!!!

New Year 3th big day.
went to watch movie with bao xin, jian yu, pamine and daphne.. watch fearless.. not bad! then went to xin rong gf house.. eat steam boat again,, and gambling again... LOSE+ $8... haiz~~~ then went to chev sing K!!! went home at 3 plus!!

Hmmm. Start work tml at taka 6pm to 930pm.

carving itself again at 3:45 AM