[Born To Fly But I fall Without My Love`]

Friday, October 21, 2005

Just let me cry again.

Cry..
Just let me cry again,
Let my tears drop,
Like my love for you dripping out from my heart,
Dripping till the last drop,
Let me keep the last drop,
Keep as memoies...

Let me cry,
So i won`t miss you again,
So you won`t appear in my dreams,
You will just become part of my memoies.

But i just can`t cry,
Maybe if you told me how...

Hiaz~~ sian.. two weeks no off... next week going to take a good rest... my health been bad to worse.. need to train up a bit.. plan to go running this coming off... hmmm.. maybe fishing??.. no kaki le.. my friends... getting more and more going to army... next time weekdays i off.. can ask who out?? yesterday went swimming, swim 10 lap... tired like shit.. hand pain, leg pain... i going to make myself fit.... haha lazy la.. wan to go for a great holiday.... lankawai?? malaysia?? curise?? hmmm...

I decide not to purse the answer she wan to give... not going.... been trying this few weeks.. there always no answer.. i dun wan to fan her anymore... making her stress... so to make myself stress free about the answer... let me forget about this love thing....

carving itself again at 8:05 PM

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

Waiting just for you

One day,
We holding hands walking along the beach,
Chatting and joking,
Sit and lying on the beach,
Looking and counting the shining stars,
Telling great story on the gory star,
There always be two stars between the moon,
Two star separate across the space,
Althought they far each others, they shine their Love,
Showing they how caring they are,
Even they are far far far away,
They won`t shine for even one day,
They know they will meet one day......

You ask me,
If One day, We were separate from each others,
Will i be the stars shinning my love....
I hold your hands, Looking at your eyes,
I may not be the shinning star in this world,
But i shine as much as i can,
To let you see there is a guy waiting for you in the darkness,
Please tell me you are there too...
Shine some love......
Please...
Let me know you love me...
It give me strengh and courage.

As you heard my feeling,
You cried, I hug you tightly,
Like we are going to separate forever,
Yes, it true,
You will be gone forever,
Let me tell you again,
I LOVE YOU....

In my dream, you are always in my arms.
In reality, you are your own, i still alone...

When will you enter my dream and make my dream become reality....
When can i tell the great stories?
The answer..
I am waiting....

carving itself again at 8:49 AM

Friday, October 14, 2005

What am doing???

Sian... work and work is all i have... haiz~~~ tired... i change my job ... same line different company. actcool solar film Minus- D group... that where i am... At turf city again... same place, same colleague just different boss. sian... going to saleman in my life??? No way, going to be boss myself.... going to earn more money.... My old company own me $$$... no $ to buy anything... damm poor.... plan to take another job.. my pasta shop at taka.. to earn some extra$$.. althought the pay is damm less.but i like to cook... haiz~~~~ nevermind, i will surive...

TIreD of working... tirEd Of Be A hUman....

Haiz~~~ she never give me real answer.. wat the hell... asking me when i like her.. starting from when.... why??? just tell me u got feeling to this pig anot... is it so hard.?? this pig really likes this monkey... wan to be with her... she never give her answer.. let pig dumb dumb wait... Why she kept on siam the question.... is it pig very thick skin?? she siam beco she dun wan to lose this pig as a friend?? haiz~~ just tell pig... he will still be friend with monkey.. as he likes her, dun wan to lose her as a friend too.. but dun let him wait.....

carving itself again at 1:53 AM

Thursday, October 06, 2005

Story 2

Pig really fall in love with monkey. But do monkey have feeling with pig, after all he done??? Actually pig never done much things, just give her present on her birthday, ask her for movie, go out...... But if one day, monkey got anythings she needs help.... pig promsie he will be the first to be there....

After days passes, pig have a date with monkey, going to malaysia for a movie.... is fun and enjoyble, But pig find out monkey have someone in mind, she likes a guy in her school, pig was sad like a sword stuck into his heart... somehow, after knowing monkey so long, pig knows wat type of guy she likes, exp. mature, do work seriously, friendly, helpful, stable and confident guy, able to led her when she lost...... To pig..... hahahaha.. wat pig have??? lazy, lost, childlish pig.. Who will likes this pig, Girls with pig, may suffer with him.... maybe.....

Wat pig going to do?? .... On her birthday night before pig went to her house downstair, holding a birthday cake(actually a panda cake cos can`t find other cake, very last min) with a candle(very hard to find)... too bad, monkey slept already... sad as to give her a surprise.... tried to ask her out... bring her to night safari.... she is not free, she got her own friends to celebrate with her... No chance to celebrate her birthday... of course.. he is just a pig after all...

I think god is playing with pig... he saw monkey again... at his workplace`s coffee shop. she was having a attachment at UBI.... this time he not going to give up... Expressss the love...

Pig did it.... monkey have came out an answer for him..............
Story contiune...
And it will be the End...

carving itself again at 8:39 PM

Saturday, October 01, 2005

Lot to say

Its been a long time i never update my dusty blog, cos of no net serving on my home and due to work.. A lot of things happen, hmmm...

On Fri, hahaha prepare to watch the corspe bride(i wanna to watch) with boon, Xing rong and his gf but too bad, the last show start at 8 pm, and we reach there around 830pm... ohhh my show gone.. hmmm, end up watching andy lau movie. not bad, quite meaning, Time flowing fast, dun wait too much...
hahaha, saw someone with a girl watching that show also... haha , somemore i vieocam them, very funny... and this guy is attach with tat girl...

On Sat, meet up my army guys. Most of them ORD LOH! Miss the time when we were at the MTI, so fun.. we have supper at ALhar, catch up alot, till 2+am hmmm (got johnny and his gf, Daniel, eugene, siddq, zuk, aiyu,Vitaya...)
Guys, we were drivers too!

At work, My pay... is held up. a thousand over is held up, i feel like quiting it. boss no money to pay a lot a lot of pple`s salary, i really dun know my company can last how long.. got a friend recommand me to his workplace to work, is the same thing,(solarfilm) but the pay there is stable, sure get your payroll at the rite time, should i go there??

An answer,
Waiting for that,
Why you have no answer?

carving itself again at 7:46 PM