[Born To Fly But I fall Without My Love`]

Thursday, December 29, 2005

Is Sick Season!

ohh... i think i am sick... head very heavy.. Throat very dry and pain, Keep on coughing and coughing.. body feel very hot... HO HO HO merry christmas.. is a flu!! bird flu? hhaha must be yesterday i went swimming, get sunburn, and at night time. i was running in the rain... SICK!!!.. long time never sick liao.. hohoho!! * cough* cough*

Tired.. but still have to work... still manage to crawl to work..

Yesterday went to ps with jeremy(kap) went to mdis to enquire something.. want to study a course call bachelor of business and entrepreneurs. To be a boss one day.. haha.. guess wat the amount is 18k plus another 4k for campus at UK for 2 weeks.. ON MY GOD.. many question pop in my head
1) Where find such money.
2) My currenty diploma have no related with this course.
3) Could i able to handle work and study ???
4) I want to get (hons), Can i ??
5) I dun have O levels. my english fuck up.. i go there study. must be crazy!

But most important. Financial problem. is not just 4 k or 7k.. is 18k.. how to study?

carving itself again at 12:41 AM

Monday, December 26, 2005

A BEST GIRL I EVER SEEN!!! MUST READ!!!

Just chat with a girl called Adeline… Got to know her from SPH. Singapore Press Holding. A place where people going to place ads at straits times or Chinese paper. I know her because I always went there to help my company putting ads. She is quite a cute and helpful girl.

Now imagine her knowledge, 1 Diploma in business management at informatics, Now study in Mdis ( Degree in Business in Management) and still study ( Diploma in psychology ) , Study 2 course at a time, still manage to work in SPH everyday. She know to speak at least 5 Language (Cantonese, English, Korean, France, Chinese) Which I think she can speak more than that. She knows to cook where I think nowadays, Girls just know to cook maggi . She now only 20!!! What can I say?
She is the best girl I ever meet!

She kept on telling me to study. I think I know her, really give me a big help. A girl like her, can do all these things. Why not for guys. Come on, I can do it too. By myself!
Her Aspects should be a very strong career girl. Guess what she said she want to be???
A great mother. I may wondering what she thinking. She wanted to get married at a age of 23. Oh my god, a mother? Very weird. Hmmm, Girls really very weird animals. Some want be that, some wan to be this. Really Funny. Men will never guess ladies` thinking.

carving itself again at 7:57 AM

Friday, December 23, 2005

Is Chirstmas!!

Merry merry christmas..
i walk alone this empty street,
Is a lonely white christmas,

Lonely lonely Christmas
May i have you in my dreams??

Is Christmas.. a day for celebrating... haha.. now at home slacking.. no $$$ to go out... so better stay at home. wondering all my friends doing wat... they must be having fun... just went out for dinner with my family... haiz~~ boring day.. imagine i sleep until 3pm.. i still feel very tired.. hmmm.. yesterday did went to count down ... at a pub called The Rock.. as well as celebrating Xing Rong 22 birthday... haha.. hmmm...

Is going to be 2006... times really really files... going to be 22.. so sad.. older..

carving itself again at 3:42 AM

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

Fishing & Fishing

In this small country, there is nothing much you can do, watch movie, clubbing, makan, play games, nothing much, unlike other country, there is a lot of things for you to enjoy...

SO FISHING!!!!!

Fishing sport can say you dun need a lot of money to do it, unlike golf, water jet, or watever. so $$$$$...

These off days been fishing.. haha. yesterday just want fishing with xing rong and his gf... went to a lot of fishingplace.. 3 places. starting from 8am to 6pm.. SUNBURN!!!..

From 8am to 11am...
Went to fetch them, then going to kranji res, see the beautiful nature.. nice.. still can breath in the fresh air.. on the a long brigde, one side is the res, another side is the sea which a have view of malaysia... .. can see pple catching cray fish... everything is so nice, expect..... NO CATCH! &###*$#!!!!!

From 1130am to 1330pm...
Went to Mandai res.. another nice nice view.. i ahead to fish, But no fish too... haiz~~~ no luck mah... saw some monkeys running around.. we feed them some food..... NO CATCH AGAIN!!! ##$%&#$!!!!

From 1500pm to 1800pm
Have bought some food to eat.. went to seaside now.. fishing saltwater.. a place call pungol ... very ver hot now.. everyone is as black as my car`s tyres.. hmmm at there waiting to see any fish.. looking at the sea, hear the wind blowing.. Suddenly.....!!!!!!! xing rong rod kanna fish.. he keep shouting FISH FISH!!!... and then!!!!!!!! #$%$#*8888!!! Flower crab... haiz~~~ we wan fish la.. after all. . 1 Catch... i mean NO CATCH!!!!

Fishing is a great sports... hmm althought no fish.. i will still like to go fishing.. maybe next week going to fishing at malaysia.. yeah!!!

Fishing will be in my dream....everytime.. i just dun know why.. i dream i alway go fishing and always get a lot of big fish.. but in real... never so much... if dream comes true.. haha!!!!!

carving itself again at 9:18 PM

Friday, December 09, 2005

I am too naive, too foolish... pain make a scar on my heart.

I am too naive,
To believe there is a fairy tale,
To believe every story comes with a happy ending,
You show me the truth.

I am too stupid,
To wait for you,
To love you forever,
You left without giving an answer.

I am too foolish,
Been fool by love,
Been fool what i been waiting for.

I am lost,
But i will find my way,
without you.

Haiz~~~ someone say i too naive... ya, i agree.. i always been naive..believe in love. should not step in love too much... there always fact in this world... i had to be fact, in my dream, i alway dream of impossible. Dream to have a house by the side of the sea, where no one else, just you and me, happily grow our vegetables, rear some animals, maybe a pig and a monkey... i mean dogs is cuter than this 2 animals.. haha, maybe a big lake is beside our house too, so we can go fishing, padding with a boat, and there is always a sunset view, at night there is always a lot alot of stars shinning brightly... sometime , when quite boring, we always have friends in town, so we just take a 15min driving to town, catch up with friends. new movie?? lets watch it. our climate is cool, 17 C.. in dec, is snowing... have snow fighr, build a snowman, maybe after that , have 2 children, one boy and girl, you teach how spell love, i teach how to cook......

In dreams only......

Think too much...

carving itself again at 3:30 AM

Sunday, December 04, 2005

I am not saying big words

Haiz~~~ Lip Sin go army liao, Boon also in army, Gei xiong , Jian Yu in army for 5 months liao.. Left me.. ORD LOH!! no one to go out.. weekdays then i off.. can ask who out??? most of my friends will be working on weekdays too.. haiZ~~~ sian.. ALONE.

Something quite hurtful.. when she said ( Say only wat.. never do.. guys always like that.. that y i dun want to have a boyfriend).. Very angry about this things... ya i say only ... she said until i no pride.. yes i nothing now... i said this words is to help me , to make me work harder.. maybe is a dream, maybe it could happen, you can have douts on me.. but never look down on me.. haiz~~ girls now very fact.. then must i do the things i said, then you will like me?? no.. at that time i will not like you liao. cos i like girls that willing to help me when i was down, not when i was sucess. Hmmm, maybe she used to guy saying big words, but i am not.... i just saying out my dreams... not saying these to make you like me.. you pig!!!#@=+#@!!!

Sat(3/12/05)
Lip sin go army lo.. take good care inside.. BMT very shiok one, healthy life style... can silm down lo.. later become a very yao tao guy..

Fauziah married loh.. haha happy for her.. all the best.. attended her wedding.. meet a lot of old managers of KAP.. haha miss them, got Kim wei, Roger, Rachel, Alan,Violet, Derick, Jack and Serene( i like her very much.. last time at there, she always take car of me... LIKE HER LIKE HER)

Later.. is old crew outing... going to a place( dun know where). a pub.. go there sit down have some drinks.. chit chat a lot... then is malaysia.. Yi bao, edwin, kai nam and me going to malaysia.. we were crews from kap.. Yeah!! long time never see them too.. enter JB at around 11plus.. go to danga bay for shisha smoke, have supper.. watch football.. hmm then pretol the car went to JB custom at 2am, left there for 3 plus .. jam... haiz~~~ tired.. i was the one drivin the whole night.. F**K they all suan suan at there sleeping. haiz~~ still have to work on sunday..

And most of all.. sat(3.12.05) hui wen birthday... happy birthday...... all the best wishes for you... take good care.. !!!!

carving itself again at 10:05 PM