[Born To Fly But I fall Without My Love`]

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

Fairy Tale Story,
Always have a happy ending,
True Story,
Will not be the same,
Have happiness have sadness,
Not all stories have happy ending,
Are there really have a happy ending???

Your eyes make me stay there for mins,
Can`t take off my eyes off you,
Your pureness heal my broken heart,
Wanted to stay just by your side,
Protect you from other evil,
My angel,

carving itself again at 6:51 AM

Tuesday, April 26, 2005

A peaceful rest..

At last, been working for 20 days without a day off... tml off... yeah!! tired, very tired, today work till 11+, my company having a grand openinng this weekend, prepare for it... this weekend... BUSY!!!!

Li fang going to work at my place, hope she is doing good there, can learn a lot of things there... haahaa.. Li fang must be work hard, add oil.. i will help u..

lip sin start this attachment... got a lot of beautiful gals???? good lo, why my place dun have??? (Li fang not count as gal) he also must learn and work hard... all the best.. be like them( the engineer.. got car) cough ok liao??? take care..

Boon??? doing wat??? going to army rite??? haha easy la... ORD LOH... u take care too...

Irene??? no internet??? save money la, stop going clubbing la... waste too much there... go there once or twice a month la... go there too much not good.....( this week want to go zouk??? haahaa)
joking, i too tired for it...

Bao Xin... .when going to look for a job??? my company no place for u le... haha maybe next time.. hurry up....

Xing rong.... at my work place liao... must work hard and earn more money, so can get marry with lanies... haha all the best... myself i dun know a lot of things there too... hope can work weel together...

Jian Yu and Gei Xiong ... army??? soon... better earn some money and save it... if not... haha good luck...

You are the sun,
But you left without i knowing,
Left me all alone,
Never even left the moon light for me,
I walk alone in a empty street,
Left the some street light and stars to accompany me,
So dim so dark,
No one to help,
No one to guide,
No one to love,
Lost the way to our dreamland,
Where our fairy tale story should begin,

I walk alone in a empty dream,
You told me,
There is a exit for it,
But u close it,
So quick so cruel,
Without i knowing,
Make me lost my way to our deamland,
A dreamland where happiness should have,

I walk alone in this world
Lost the way to my dreamworld
I found myself landed somewhere i should not,
I tried to fly,
But i fall wthout you catching me,
Bleeding and sadness,
Make my eyes blind,
Even you came,
I can`t see you anymore agian,
You just left behind pain and sadness,
Love is gone,
Happness is gone,
You cried,
But i can`t see,
There is no dream for us.....

Born to fly,
But i fall without my love,

carving itself again at 9:00 AM

Sunday, April 24, 2005

Bleeding

Bleeding you can`t see,
My feeling hides it.
Pain you can`t hear,
My laugh louder then it.
Sadness you can`t feel,
My smile taken away.

Just watch S- diary... haha a not very bad movie.... haiz~~~
"memories is nothing yet mean a lot"
Nice, yup means a lot of things
have a lot a lot of memories, some makes me wan to go back,
young and happy......
So wish to go back......
But time is past...
when is past, its can`t be present
When is gone, its can`t be go

haiz~~~ ZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
Fly away,
i just need you,
Fly away,
Just you and me,
Angel with wings...

carving itself again at 8:58 AM

Friday, April 22, 2005

Needs

Needs a hug thats bring warmth,
Needs caring to fix my pieces heart,
Needs a kiss to forget my past,
Needs understand to heal my feeling,
Needs a hand to help my stress,
Needs love that bring brightness,
Needs you to bring the shine everyday....

i thought i have the determind,
Learn things and make money,
But i feel something amiss,
i need someone,
someone needs love,
and give love to me,
i just pray to someone,
let me lose the feeling
feeling of lonely...
So i don`t make the wrong choice,
So i don`t need to fall in love,
So i will be happy....
i had not really love someone before,
Not i don`t want,
they never give me the chance,
Feeling so much...
wanted to love someone....
My angel.....

carving itself again at 7:59 AM

Thursday, April 21, 2005

Life is what ....

Hmm, yesterday sleep at boss` house with one more staff.. went to mambo to chiong till 3pm.. have some fun... tired..

actually suppose to reach home at 8pm...and sleep at 12am... but my boss wan someone to fetch him using his car from JB, volvo... so i am the chosen one.. sad, thought send his car to him, i can go home... No, have some drinks with the malaysian.. tired... thought will be finish around 11pm, he recive call from hs friends.... going to mambo... oh my god.... dun need to go home liao... haiz~~~~ went there around 1+ went in, a lot of chio bu...have some drinks... . NICE~~~~ haha, that quite fun,
Irene, next time can go there, very fun..

haiz~~~ this work makes me dun have time to update my blog.. i now very tired.... very very restless... i hope i just till 50 years old, i dun wan to live too long... so my children dun have any burnen.. just now send boss` uncle back home, he got kidney pro, need to go wash blood(am i rite?? wash blood?? use soap??) no la the NKF one.. poor uncle, he is in his 60s... every mon wed fri, need to wash....blood..and he look weak.. everyday do nothing.. thats life??? no way for me.. haiz~~~ just let me live till 50... is enough..

In mambo, haiz~~~ that u can just dance with any girls, can makes friends, can talk cork, can touch there and here... haiz~~~ no no no for me.. no used to it.. one of my friend is doing that... die, any girl will just come and hug u... i wonder in the future... i will become like my friend??? maybe....
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I still a V*
Still have the first kiss*
hoping to give just
My angel...
My love...
My only wife...

carving itself again at 9:10 AM

Thursday, April 14, 2005

Heart is still broken..

Haiz~~~ still have then feeling... not for her... so fast. it already 1 month plus.. faster then we are together.. haha these days of working.. i have totally forget her... lost the feeling for her.

hmmm, i gointo change, not the person u used to know, this job going to change me more...
No More Mr Nice Guys, GALS!!

haha... tired, Sian... i lost... wat the hell i am doing.....

just now went out with lip sin and wee yong.. at queen way, brought a shirt for working, actually wan to go west mall to buy someother formal wear, su*k i look Su*k in formal wear.. haha then drove them to fetch hui wen .. going to lip sin house... the rover su*k too.. haiz~~~ SLP
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My heart is into pieces..
could u fix it...??? angel.

carving itself again at 7:42 AM

Wednesday, April 13, 2005

Lifeless..

So no off this week... so sian, have to work.. if this contiune, i need to change job...

After working a few days of sale.. i reailse i change a bit.. more open mind... i think, more friendly to others i dun know.. haiz~~~ should i go study??? been asking this to myself...

Or earn more money.. and open a resturant??? haiz~~~
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u are at somewhere i dun know,
but i know u will beside me in the future,
Take care.

carving itself again at 6:06 PM

Final Heart

At last got time to update my blog.. so great... haha Now is 9 plus..

Been working like shit... driving like hell.. always went to jb... yesterday just went, my boss la. ask me to go... tried lo, today still got working...

went jb to drink, went to a pub call De_pub.. a lot of malaysia girls... POWER.. haha

carving itself again at 6:02 AM

Sunday, April 10, 2005

SO tired..

....ZZZZZzzzzzzzzzz... so tired this days.. no time to update my blog... been working till 11 plus... wow sleeping..

To Hui wen,
Yo, lip sin is rite... wat the hell u wan... HEY WAKE UP LA>>>> if u still love him... try to get together... if not... haiz~~~ dun let him control ur life... ITS UR LIFE, SO BE WITH IT>> dun need him.. there are so many guys out there... so dun be afraid.. SO LIVE WELL>>>>>>>>><<><> AND TAKE CARE.

To Bao Xin,
HAIZ~~~ looking for job??? try other jobs first lo.. like me also.. learn cooking, and dun know y i do saleman.. u learn IT, does not mean u need IT as a job... haha.. u still youing, try others things 1st... expose with other things.. haha hey, go makeup, get thin... maybe got chance to be a air strewdress, "MAYBE" HAHAHAHAH

So tired.. haiz~~ not feeling to update more.... zzzzZZZZ~~~~~

carving itself again at 9:14 AM

Friday, April 01, 2005

Lookin at the past

Just read my past... in my blog.. so nice, missing wat i done, so wish to go back..... before hurt begin..

Blog.... something to do with ur heart???
Blog.... means ur heart???
Blog....blog out ur feeling???

sometime, i thought... is blog telling the true of a person??? telling the whole feeling of a person???
ANS is NO..
no..unless is a personnal blog.. a true blog is never read by other... whole heart never known by others..
I feel it that way... blog for the others.. is only contain 50% of the person... i think..
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Today,
i been driving.. a van, a merc, a honda civi, hyduna maxtri...
My job.. dun feel to write out more...
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Angel, are u there??
If u need me, let me know too....
I will there too..
After all, we are god create ones..
Feeling is ours weakness...
Miss u even i never saw u before..

carving itself again at 7:08 AM