[Born To Fly But I fall Without My Love`]

Wednesday, December 27, 2006

So many things happened to me... All the bad things.

So stress...

My mum kept asking for home expenses ... Which I have not given for a few months ago.. Cos my unexpected expenses is very high.. Oct my bike's insurance and road tax cost around 500.. My school fee is paid on nov. 800 bucks... New term comlng.. Buy new books. 100 bucks... Of course. I never blame her for not understand .. Is my duty to give her moneys.. I am so evy those who can spend their money freely without thinking much. Oh forget I dun have a good father or I did not have a father at all.. Better say I have a dread father. So no choice.. My mum suffer a lot because of him... Now cos of me...

I still remember I give home expenses when I was 18. When my pay is only 500. I still can give a 100 to my mum.. Now haiz.. Own expenses increase... I so wish I could earn a lot. Take over the house key, the loan, the bill. So my mum will enjoy her life..

Few days ago. Received a letter about loan of my last time bike.. Sue me for not paying them of balance 300: now 300 turn over to 1000plus.. Why? You may ask me why I dun pay the left over .. . Hmm... In future dun listen to your friend advice on loan.. Listen to pro...

Today I have to go down there to talk to them about this issue... See them willing to bring down the price. This cb fu*king #%$! Credit bike shop.. Learn a lot of money from me.. Ok . This really give me a good lesson.. Of blame myself of buying a bike without thinking much.. If can . Never take a loan...

Received tp letter. Say I speeding.. Lucky is a warning letter

Going to quit my current job at vivo city. Going a jap resturant which offer less than what I have now.. But I still wan to learn more instead of earn more... Got one rest which I work part time.. Offer me $1600 which is higher than what I get now.. But too bad .. Not interested..

Lost 50 bucks that jeff return to me

Soon... I suffer depression ....

My test just around the corner .... Where got heart to study now...
But still have study.

The world is fact...

carving itself again at 8:17 AM

Friday, December 22, 2006

This lonely lonely christmas,
I walk alone in the empty street,
Alone and lonely,
With my broken dream.

This black black christmas,
I sit on this black chair in the empty pub,
Dark and black,
With my scars around...

carving itself again at 6:09 AM

Wednesday, December 20, 2006

year end

Christmas coming...
Year ending...
Soon 2007..
Becoming 23...
.Hmm.. My goals that have set.. Not yet complete.... So much to do. Golng to set a new goal again...

So many award giving around these days. Like the mediacorp.
I also have some awards of the year to give to my friends ..

Awards of the year..

Never been in time....
Latest late award= Lip Sin

Best man Never angrily ...
Best soft award= Boon Keong
And also meet never turn up....
Areoplane king award= Boon Keong

The ever caring and nevertheless met..
Best far caring award= Irene Neo

New and greatest friends ....
Best new friends award= Daphne & Pammie

The never stop openness mouth
Best talk non stop award = Pammie

Regularly Night clubbers
Best Chiongester awards= Gei Xiong, Boon keong and Pammie

Regularly Non clubbers
Best non chiongester awards= Li Fang, Sha Xiong and Lip Sin.

Beers Cheers!
Best drinker awards= Jeffrey and Ge Xiong

The man of Year cos of Wedding
Wedding man award= Xing Rong

The Lady of Year cos of Wedding
Wedding Lady award= Lanise

Pick up a wallet and returned ..
Best truthful award= Jeffrey

Never give him your secrets...
Best big mouth award= Lip Sin

Cook is his name....
Best cook award=Shurbi

Always good to hear any problems
Best good ears award= Li Fang

She is a monkey.. Naugthly girl
Best monkey king award= Li Er

You see.. There is two moon in sg
Best ez trick and ez bluff awards= Li Fang and Pammie

He is tough and lonely ....
Best tough and lonely award=Jian Yu

Never say die...
Best Strongly award= Li Er

The best of best buddies .. Tml never die
Best buddies awards= Lip Sin, Boon Keong ,Xing rong and jeffrey .
Best sisters awards=Li Fang, Beiwen and Li Er

Best movie...

MI3

carving itself again at 7:58 AM

Saturday, December 09, 2006

day by day

Today is 02/12/06.
Haiz golng partick wedding then hui wen blrthday an 03/12/06

Been spending a lot of money...
Must save money liao. But I am those people who spend a lot ... Dun know spend to where also.....drinking , makan...etc:.

Going fishing on 15,16,17dec...
Venue:North east malaysia kelong
Time:7am Fri to 7am Sun
Catch types:baracuda, sea bass, Gouropa, Red murrel and many more
Fisherman: Eugene and 2 friends , Ken and 6 friends .... And me.

My first oversea fishing trip this year..last year with eugene and his bro to tanchon pinung Yeah!
Love fishing since l am small.:.

Can't wait to go:.
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Haiz:..... This sunday got another friend rom.. That is .Melvin.. He is around 28.. Should get married liao.. Hmm all the best.. Happy all best...

I wan to end my feeling on bgr..

Be a loner is good....

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Call kai luen and congratulations her ... She got her rom last few weeks... Haha.
Anyway she my 1st gf.... Long time ago... When we are only sec 2... Hmmm. We are very young at that time.. Everynight we will chat all night long.. Until one day l tell her l like her.. Everything went smoothly .. And .she becoming my gf.. Haiz to said... Only for two days. Why? She said. We are too young.... And we broke off.. I even never have chance to hold her hand.. That my first love... Gone without any mermories...

My fishing trip cancel soon.. Why!....

Later I meeting friends for project at midnight ... Cos all my friends are busy with work. Now must work hard....

carving itself again at 8:34 AM