[Born To Fly But I fall Without My Love`]

Thursday, January 19, 2006

Black In White

I am back in white.. Back in kitchen again.. Saute onions, garlic and vegetable... Chop, Peel, Cut, mash, Slice.... themes in Kit! Wearing those smart chef uniform... A white 12 button shirt, a black pants, a hat on my head. aporon on my waist... Getting to go a big war... i mean hot zone!!!
Time is 6pm... i going to cook pasta!!!! till 9.30..
My second job again!!
For earning extra for my future!!!

Haiz~~~ now my mum not going to support my fianacial.. I never blame her, somehow i think i not mature enough.. can`t think well!! my mum is 49 this year.. she is getting old.. must i let her work till so old.. and somemore i have a useless brother.. mum can only count on me.. i still wan to study at this point of time!! hmmm i think my mum save up her money better.. in case of anything happen.. touch wood..
So studies goes into soup!!! but of course i not giving up... maybe save up money first....
But i really want to study.... i thought i could study when i can manage the school fee with my mum support.
Now to get along with my studies... i can loan from the bank... for 4 years.. i have to paid $410 every month!!. interest is $2112!!!
Or i go sell backside!!! haha

Decree?? maybe diploma?? haha.. maybe next year... maybe this year. Life still goes on!!!

carving itself again at 6:38 PM