[Born To Fly But I fall Without My Love`]

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

Weakness within Me...

I feel weak...
My heart are so weak,
My brain can`t think anymore...

I actually a very weak guy,
Just look strong on the outside,
I can`t really handle my problems,
When something crop up,
I feel very weak,

I am weak to resisent anyone,
Even throught i have my point,
I never bring up,
Feel so sad....

In relationship, I have so much failure in love,
Cos i am weak,
Never ever presisent on it,
Easily give up when even there is no answer,
I am a failure...
I am weak...
I am sad...
Where is my angel???

Haiz~~~~ so sad.. so many unhappy things happen to me this month,
1) have an accident, quite serious, i should have die... need to pay $1200.
2)Because of the accident, i need to pay pretol for the car which my company need to use..($630)
3)My bike have been tow away. cos my fault, never pay the installment($470)
4)Worse of all, my bro use my name for internet and his phone, i got a big bill($1100)
5) say by my boss, compare me with another guy, feel so useless. and can to sack me.

i serious in debt.. very demortal in work... i weak...
But some how. my sale manager and some col willing to share my 2) pretol money.
Anyway thanks for some friends who willing to help,
Somehow i will settle my own,

Haiz~~~ working at andy and bill really very insecure, very demortal, no feeling to work at there.. i admint that i not very good, but you can`t compacy me like that... i have my own goods... haiz~~~ friends got any good job, recommand me... haha

Went to taka last time i work there.. is reopening... somehow i dun have the feeling to work there agian... dun know why... pay too low?? die... really hard for pple from so high to this low... how... i lost ..

Weakness within me, i feel weak even the smallest happen...

carving itself again at 4:41 AM