[Born To Fly But I fall Without My Love`]

Saturday, March 26, 2005

The last words on you

U told me....
U told most of the pple...
U like me....
Its true???
Or all just a wrong feeling toward me,
Its true,
U never liked me,
Its just wrong feeling,
But u make me like u,
Its true,
I grow feeling for you....

hmmm.... write all these, i think i can go be a writer... so touching... haha... too bad my english not good, if not, i really can write more feeling more touching, wait u all cry... haha
Haiz~~
Still remember where we meet, when we went out... u told me u like me.... why i can`t feel it at all..
Heard from pple u like me...At first, i have no feeling at all, no crush... But after i came back from NZ.... After a few monemts of together... at thiam house, valentine day, UK funfair.. i told myself, control my feeling for u... but can`t, i grow feeling toward u... hopping to get together, like others.. happy together... but never...
U like me??? i been think that since, before and after our relationship, i too foolish or wat... i thought girls should think like tat.. not guys?? i am a love idiot....
It is SO PAINFUL... to see jacp and yao together.. SO ENVY them... they start their relationship around ours too... Why we end up so soon.... really very pain, see my friends, all have their love... i really so SAD... wondering wny we can`t be like them....... Drop some tears.... not for u... just for others..

Been wondering, Did i do something wrong??? God wan to make fun of me??Is it my previous life, i play a lot of others feeling, now i get it back?? 4 steads i had... all like that, should be my fault.... i not good enough...

Haiz~~~ still ok.. i feeling good, anyway i should used to me, myself and i , without any girlfriend.. for another 4yrs?? haha haiz~~~ i Fine....

These are the last for you... no more you in my blog.. not going to write all these.... starting my new life.....

carving itself again at 11:45 PM