[Born To Fly But I fall Without My Love`]

Friday, March 11, 2005

His HeArT Is bRoKeN

On 070305
@ nightime
He is now in a KTV room with his friends,
He knows today he will have answer,
An answer he does not really wants or know,
But an answer must be known today,
He wanted to meet her to have a talk,
But she did not want it, she just want a chat on the phone,
She said she have something to said to him.
Somehow he knows what she want to said.

He went and search a quiet place,
He sat on the staircase, take out his 6100 out,
He thought for a while, before he handles her question,
He called, he and she chat for a while,
He knows both of them need the answer,
He ask "what you want to say???"
She reply " dun know how to say leh"
Both of them kept quiet for a while,
He ask "is it we are not look like we are together???"
She reply "yes...."
Both of them agree.
They chat for a while again cos they may not chat on the phone again.

Put down his phone, sat on the staircase.
Tears almost won him, but he told himself,
You may see him drink, sad, unhappy, laughing, kee siao,
But you will never see his tears dropping,
He went back to the KTV room,
And he smile and said to his friends " i break liao"
His friends never said much thing,
Just want him to sing,
He sing the song(Song on this blog)
Now he know why singing can relieve some pain,
Because you can sing out your feeling,
But somehow just like beer, you can forget it for some while.

After KTV session,
He went home,
As he walks home,
He wonder why it ends up like that,
Is it he never put in effort??
or he is too serious??
He can`t feel the love she wanted to give, or she never??
He asked her a question, a question which is very important,
Her answer that can make he be stronger,
Answer that he can hold on to the relationship,
Answer that he can put in more,
But the answer is DUN KNOW
Two words that really hurts him a lot.....
He didn`t wan to think more about it,
The more he think the more pain he going to have...

The next day morning ,
He wake up with a dream, is her again,
He never thought much of it,
He went for jogging,
He runs, not because he can run away from all this,
It just makes him feel better, but he really wan to forget it,
Swear away some pain, he hopes.....

Just Him

For the 1st girlfriend he had,
The 1st day he and she together,
He pray to the god, hopping god can grant his wish.
"i wish she is the 1st and the last girlfriend i going have,
Let us be happy"
The god gave him the answer after 2 days.

For the 2nd girlfriend he had,
The 2nd day he and she together,
He pray to the god, hopping god can grant his wish,
"i wish she is the 2nd and the last girlfriend i going to have,
Let us be loving"
The god gave him the answer after 13 days.

For 3rd girlfriend he had,
The 3rd day he and she together,
"He pray to the god, hopping god can grant his wish,
"i wish she is the 3rd and the last girlfriend i going to have,
Let us be joyful"
The god gave him the answer after 15 days.

For 4th girlfriend he had,
The 4th day he and she together,
He pray to the god, hopping god can grant his wish,
"i wish she is the 4th and the last girlfriend i going to have,
Let us be truthful"
The god gave him the answer after 17 days.

For the 5th girlfriend he going to have,
He pray to the god, really hope god grand his wish,
"i wish you could take away my feeling called love,
Let me be a no feeling guy, just dun wan to be hurt again"
The god give him the answer.....

HiS HeArt Is BrOkEN...

Him to all girls,
If you dun really likes him....
PLs dun be together with him....
He just like any other guys out there,
who need love too...
if u can`t give him that..
pls igrone him.
He just dun wan to be hurt again…..

He never blame her at all...............................
Is just love...

carving itself again at 1:13 AM