[Born To Fly But I fall Without My Love`]

Saturday, December 11, 2004

PURE LOVE??? OR JUsT U LoNelY??

Been doing today... eat and sleep.. really sack... feeling better today.. yesterday quite sick.. haha.. somemore yesterday night eat pizzi ans kfc... just now also eat kfc.. now very full....

i have to stay in camp till wed night then can book out... suppose tml can book out liao... but my mt sgt need my help on mon and tue, so no choice must help...

Haiz~~~ so sian.. no one to talk to... so lonely.. so sian...Its been 3 years i have no gf... i have only 3 relationship before.. all was short and nothing... now to me is i have no experince at all.. haiz~~~ these 3 years i been envy my friends.. couples.. who had their loved one by their side.. like my friends in bunk... eugene is the best example.. he sick...his gf came to camp to send him to see doctor.. and then call the next day called to ask everything ok.. johnny... got a gf for 5 years.... long le... everynight around 10pm his gf sure called him to chat... for 5 years,, got so many things to chat meh?? daniel his gf is younger than him... every book out.. he sure go out with his gf.. one more.. Lam vitaya. just found his.... his gf older than him... everytime he free(not free also)chat with his gf..... they are all very good successful relationship... Wat makes them go on and on... the true love?? their caring and understanding to each other??? i think everything counts... that match with them... but in the future.. will they all still be together???

Is lonely gives the idea to find your someone... or is love??

carving itself again at 4:53 AM