[Born To Fly But I fall Without My Love`]

Thursday, November 15, 2007

After so long. Suddenly have feeling to make blog alive again. No more dead blog on this moment... So many to say.

Life is full of ups and downs.

My mum's birthday is over. Accompany her to have dinner, and a small gift (casio watch).
Later celebrate lip sin's bd at helo bar. His present have a casio watch , 3t- shirt. Got one size is M. Hope he can wear in the future. Haha. Have a lot fun at helo bar expect until lip sin was drunk... He drunk... And said everything that suppose be kept his heart secretly... Haiz... Expose my secret too. Ok. Actually he say was quite true... Say a lot on my frlends. Xrong, boon, jeff.... I really dun like his bd wish. What he and she be together... Come on bro. I know what to do. Make your wish worth.. For yourself.. I will not be happy if your wish is for me lo. Save yourself first la... As for the girl you like. Hmm. Just like you told me to forget li er like tat. Same forget jun... Be Friends only lo. People dun appreciate you. Other would.... I understand this.. So be man. Be career mind person... .be good man need 3 goods. A good son, a good husband, a good father.... Not that easy ....
Be a good man. Face problem not escape..
Be a good man. Not easily to lose...
So dun die for a girl. Die for a girl that worth and you love...

Oh right. Know it and do it is different things.. Easy to say, hard to do. I aiming to do it. Cos you know la. My father is not a man that worth for me to call him father.. I dun wan to be like him. I have be very strong.... Strong enough to show father's side family that I could do it. I could success even through they look down on my mum. Fuck them!

So lip sin... Your problem is not tat big. You still have lots lots of its coming... Face it.. Seems she dun like you. You could be success.

carving itself again at 8:52 PM

Monday, May 21, 2007

Back

New updates on kitchensdaries!!!
Cheese cake recepie!!!

ha!!! back from genting trip with my mum... i like the temp there.. so cooling.. unlike sg so so hot... drying.. went genting was like.... gamble and gamble.. my mum and i was like staying at the casio for the whole day.. end up i was losing.... haiz~~~ play play can la... dun addicted...

very tired... working life is back...

carving itself again at 9:19 AM

Sunday, April 29, 2007

在我们要离别的时侯，你对着我好象没有悲哀的笑。也不知道为什么、我也对著你也笑ｏ
我的心里都藏了很多话，都想让你知道，却又说不出口ｏ
好想听你说，Please don't go. I miss you so, don't leave me along.

I miss you too...

I gonna to leave, and you just stood there, doing nothing. Am I important to you. I think I not... So sad. Who knows.. Let me tell you again

I love you, I miss you so. Please do not leave me alone.

我会–去不回，你却不留着我，我会很伤心，但是我会对着你微笑的走过去。
好想听你说，Please don't go, I miss you so. Don't leave me alone.

男人流汩，比流洫还要病，比女人流汩还要伤心ｏ

carving itself again at 8:51 AM

Hi. i back

On this special day,
I ask my gal,
To take a walk,
On this beautiful beach,
With this beautiful sky with shining star.

On this special night,
I ask my gal,
To make a promise,
Not to leave me alone again,
On this lonely world,

On this special moment,
I ask my gal,
To be my valentine,
With my fullest love and protection,
And never make her drop a tear.

Happy new year.. Yeah! Is a boar year.. So I wish everyone everyday happy happy:. Haha.... I like this festival... So much fun... Can eat, can drink, can get hao bao, can play, can gamble, can laugh loud, can jokes, can do a lot of things:. Who will not like these days:.

Beers every after work. Shoik.. My belly coming out liao.. Haha.. This chinese new year never visit any relative at all ... Cos of family problems .. But have lot of funs with my buddies and friends...

Times really files...

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老天正在卞雨, 我就在那里,
听那一点一点的雨滴
好象我的眼汩,
一滴一滴地落下。
我到地在等什么,

我一直都在, 在那里等著你。
然到你不知我的心情吗?

好想对你说, 我喜欢你。
好想抓住你的手倍我去看星星。
好想听你说，你也爱我。

有时你对我热，有时冷。
让我有喜有汩，不知道是好还不好。
是不是我想太多，把你想了太简单。

This Suppose to post last month...

I like bress one of my sgt in my bmt. He finally get a rest in peace. He has fallen last month: went to his funeral last month:meet all bmt buddies ..: really long time never saw them for a long time liao... Miss the fun during the old day:
For him,
He was a good man,
Take care his family well.

He was a good sgt,
Take care his soldiers.

He love his country,
Serve and do his part for this country.

He is gone,
But he is always in our heart....

I change

Sometime I been thinking am I planning rite for my future... Although I have changing a lot.. Only old friends knows.. When I was young.. I was innocent and native.. Everything was easy.. Playful and I was very easy bully by people.. Till now.. I know a bit of how the world is run.... You don't eat people, people will eat you,. That the cruelty of life.. I understand . You have to be very strong .. World is selfish ... Everyone is selfish .... To live this world.. You have to count yourself .. Count in your luck too.. Because it helps.. Anyway life is like gambling .. Chose the wrong way.. You may end losing everything. But most important.. Is count on
yourself...

I am 23 this year: I felt have not growth up at all.. Still like a kid. Behave like one.. Look like one.. I know some people say guy become mature at 30.. Maybe: but to me : I am what I am: who care whether I mature anot..

27/03/07(sunny)
Happy birthday to bao xin.. Welcome to the 23rd group.
On sat
Celebrating bao xin bd
Surprise , my sec friends to come my workplace to eat..when I was quite busy at the moment .. Haha, jeffrey make a cheese cake for bao xin which quite similar with my workplace . Expect some chocolate chip on top..
I was told to bring the cake out. But can't .. Cos I am on duty: but just went there to sing a song. They waited for me till I finish my work. Then went marina for bowling.

carving itself again at 8:45 AM

Sunday, March 11, 2007

Heeloo

SO long.. sorry been busy... never update my blog for long time... actually soon update a long time on my pda phone, but never have chance to update only... haixz~~~~
i will update more next time!!

carving itself again at 8:25 AM

Monday, February 05, 2007

The Endless road

You and me,
We walk a different path,
You are that person waiting for love,
I am that person waiting to love,
We just waiting for each of us,
Without knowing.

Fate let us met,
Loves brought us together,
We are walking on the same path,
I am the person you waiting for love,
You are the person I waiting to love,
We have waited this long.

Let us walk this endless road,
Just you and me,
Cross the greatest rivers,
Climb the highest mountains,

Hmm.. Everything seems so so.. Working at new place seems to be good.. Long working hours that I used to it.. Burns & cuts .. that are appearing.. Is nothing to me again.. I need more motivation... More.. I been hardworking, I wan to be more.. More strong.. More knowledge....

carving itself again at 4:35 AM

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

Bring me to a no love songs world,
I pray,
Let me forget what is love,
painful and lonely.

Give me a strongly beer,
I ask,
Make me forever drunk,
Forget you forever and ever.

Leave me alone in the empty street,
I wanted,
Left me there with the light,
Know the meaning of lonely.

Phew... I manage to understand some japan laugange I learned from the new work place.. First day working was not bad.. The staff there were very friendly. I was station at rice and noodle. Cooking japanese rice and noodle like soba. Wudo...etc.. Fun. Is like a new start out... A fresh start out for me... PASSION IN ME!

But is spilt shift.. 1030 to 1430 then 1730 ts 2230. In the rest time . Maybe I should spend time study...

Last sat.
Celebrate li fang bd..
Yeah. Welcome to the 23 years group.
At cinelesurie k box..
Got shan xiong, ge xiong ,wee hiong, jeffrey , lionel, bao xin,si mei pammie, li fang and her bf ah feng.
And one surprise friend. Jian yu.. Who suppose to be in brunei.. Ya really.. We can't spell fu*k without you.. Haha.. Anyway.. Really surprise you came.. Miss you.. .was fun all the way. Watch blood diamond at midnight meeting beiwen.. Nice show. Girls should watch it.. Dun ask why.. You all should knew it after you watched.

Sunday.. Meet lip sin, wee yong, jeffrey , xing rong and his wife. Suppose to rollerblade in east coast..but is raining ... So end up at queenway shopping. Everyone trying to get what they wan.. And I got a new shoe.. Very nice... Cost $53. Levis shoe.. Yeah happy!. Went buy risk(boardgame). Play at xin rong house till wee yong need to book in... Fun..

carving itself again at 3:01 AM

Saturday, January 06, 2007

Loving, loving, loving

Hoooo......
I hate my bro...

This afternoon I went to posb atm to desposit money. My mind told me I have 550... Then place my money on the machine.... It show me only 450... I was shocked.. Where is my another 100?... ....

My suspect is stolen.. Or possible posb taken my money
I think should be my bro taken my money... He now jobless.. Should be no money.. And sneak to my room and search my wallet for my money.. Very sad why I have such bro.. This is not the first time.. Somehow my money kept losing at home... I just have not caught him in red handed..
Now I am in need of money..and he took my money.. Fu*k...

Life so unexpected ...
Somehow I been worried my future..
How am I going survive ... How much I going make to support my family.. Would I get a good wife? Could I save enough money for my children's studies.. I wan my children have good education.. How many children should I have? One child need hundred k to send him or her to university ... 2 means 2 hundred k.. How to save? And when to save enough for retirement ?

So many future Q.... I actually those walk one day see one day kind of person..
But no choice.. I should plan my future... But how.... Haha...
What can I say..
Life is unexpected .....

Watch this DVD show called Actually love.. I brought this DVD few years ago.. But never watch this movie... Very nice movie... Should watch before christmas ... Make people ln love...

I'm loving, loving with you,
Just like you tiao,
In love with dou jiang
Like romeo and juliet,
Love making them silly but honour.
Can't you feel it.

I'm waiting, waiting for you,
Just like the dessert,
Waiting for the rain.
Like the flower seed,
Waiting for spring.
Can't you hear it.

I'm missing, missing you,
Just like the sun,
Hoping to see the moon everyday.
Like the trees,
Can't bear to drop their leaves.
Can't you see it.

I loving, loving you....

carving itself again at 7:54 PM